How do I move past this? This is a blinding, incapacitating, horrifying wave of wanting to do nothing.
I tried to push myself today. I did laundry. I scrubbed my bathroom floor. I vacuumed my bedroom. I had planned to make bread, but forgot to buy yeast.
Yes, this is how it is every day. I keep forgetting to do things. I keep floating along hoping that something will happen to knock me into some new place.
Is any of this making any sense or am I just babbling?
5 years ago